You're a Coward, Straight Up

I am beginning to hate the word love more and more these days, if this four letter curse could just for once evade me then maybe I could clear my mind. The whole issue with love is not the initial feeling but the accompanying shit which never fails to make me feel like an asshole everyday of my life. Things will never be the same again but to let her go is to hurt her. Failure to recongnize my own failings engulfs what is and what will remain to be the hardest decision so far. Its funny how commitment is such a long word, 10 letters which spell out fear in every case. Maybe if it was shorter then I'd be less daunted by it, I mean I fall in love pretty much every single day. I wish she had never given me her heart, I've never been very good at looking after things.

Lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off, But boys do it so much better.